A Weekend of Happy

Some special moments:

- Tom put me in some thick diapers so we could go to the movies. Then he put me in a pull over sweatshirt that had been converted into a sort of straight jacket. He had sewn the sleeves into the pockets so that it looked like I was just keeping my hands in my pockets but I couldn't remove them. Then he added a strap that went through the legs and attached in the front so I couldn't pull the sweatshirt off. I was stuck and I couldn't do anything about it. I needed help opening doors, putting my seatbelt on....everything! Very effective public bondage.

- Tom and I went to a TNG play party Saturday night. I was subjected to the tens unit and the evil stick. I tried out a rigid stockade, which was VERY uncomfortable, and I got to color on people. I also did some thug play with Tom which, somehow, brought us very close. The energy between us was amazing! Then I had my hands tied behind my back for the rest of the night. I enjoyed having to figure out different ways to eat food and get around. I seem to really enjoy this kind of bondage.

- I brought Tommy to his doctor's appointment in the bedroom on Saturday morning. Dr Ella performed a series of (sometimes painful) procedures to test how sensitive Tommy was to certain stimuli. *grins* She later determined that he would need to be "fixed" and then she had her way with him. (This sounds so terrible! Rape!)

- Climbing! I love climbing. Not kinky but super fun. I can't wait to go again. I wish we could have gone into the caves but Tom and I were both beat by the time we finished climbing.

- Sunday night brought us to 2 different munches. The Apex munch had a large turnout, which meant that Tom and I sat alone at another table. There wasn't room to sit with the group. *pout* That wasn't so fun. The TNG munch was much better though. I enjoyed meeting so many new people. It feels like this group could easily become family.

- On Sunday night, I was put into diders again while we watched a movie and sipped on some of the best rum I've ever tasted. We ended up wanting some chips so we headed to the store, skipping down the sidewalks all the way there. I was VERY nervous about going into the store though because my diapers were definitely noticeable through my tight pants. I managed to get through without issue though.

What a wonderful weekend! It left me completely worn out but very very satisfied.

Walking the Line

I'm still learning how to top Tom. It's sometimes difficult because being bossy doesn't come naturally to me. It takes a while for me to get warmed up. At first it's work, then I start getting turned on and it turns into fun. That's when I start getting mean. I enjoy watching him wriggle and squirm. Hearing him beg and moan is just....yum! The one thing I've noticed that I don't like so much is that I tend to emotionally distance myself from him. It seems to be the only way that I can be mean to him. The problem with this is that I'm still a novice top so I get nervous about not knowing where the line is. I don't think I've ever crossed it before but I'm afraid of doing damage if I do. Something to talk about, I suppose. I have a pretty good idea of where to stop but it's still a little nerve wracking. It takes a lot of responsibility to be a Top. Eeep!

Wrestling With The Babysitter

Tom came to visit me this weekend! There wasn't much to do in my old empty apartment since all of the moving and cleaning was done so we ended up getting ourselves into some trouble. Tom started teaching me about pressure points and different wrestling moves so we practiced those for a while. I enjoyed moving Tom around the room using what I learned. I wonder if he has any bruises left from the play because I certainly do.

At one point, I was playing with Tom's naughty bits and decided that some toothpaste added to the mix would be fun. The toothpaste ended up getting REALLY gummy and sticky. Playing with it triggered my little self. I told Tom that he was the babysitter who fell asleep. Hehehehehe. He kept telling me to put his naughty bits down so I would...but then I'd grab it again really quickly before he had a chance to run away. Peeling my hand off of it was like taking off a bandaid.....over and over and over again. *giggles uncontrollably* Watching his facial expressions and hearing the playful frustration in his voice was soooo much fun. I couldn't stop laughing. I think that's the deepest I've ever gone into littlespace with Tom. I want to go there more often. It was so amazing.

Tom ended up joining me in littlespace, which was also lots of fun. We sat really close to each other and I poked at his diaper....'cause I like diapers. I could see the both of us wearing diapers and just playing with each other on the floor like best friends. What an awesome feeling. Mmmm..... So warm and fuzzy. I can't wait to see him again.